saraluptowski's Blog
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September 2010
fab. th nativs wil be restlss!
POSTED ON
30/09/10
i made a few sily \'bump\' photos. and tryd 1 owt on 5erious\'s thred. and relizd I FRGOT TO RESIZE. frcrynowtlowd. im totly shur iv got a big red bullseye on my a....z.z now. not tthat i CARE bt i hope it didnt ruin his thred. :(too mcch ativan, i ges. :(im sory!!!!!
bettr
POSTED ON
30/09/10
bak on top of hart fluttrs.nise outside. gona go OWT!sendng hugs and hapy thots to all my peeps!
ruff day
POSTED ON
28/09/10
hart problms tday. vry uncomfrtbl. i tthnk, bsides th seezurs wch i dont rmbr and tthay ar hardst on my fam not me, tth hart stuff is tth scaryst for me. it skips and rases and gets thredy, and i hav to go inpatient. actly, tthats why i codnt have a stem cell transplant tto go fr a cure. my hart didnt pass a MUGA test. so no cure. bt i\'l go wth stable. remissn. tthats ok enuf!in th meentime, tryng to chill-ax.
adictd
POSTED ON
27/09/10
ok, so NOW I REELY HAV TTO GET TO WRRK! lolol
a blog badg??
POSTED ON
27/09/10
dos tthat meen i tok too mcch??? heheheproly!i tthnk i rite mor heer now tthn my med suprrt groop. wch proly isnt good cos tthats fr givng othrs supprt. but somtims yuo just want a cooky, nott tth veggys tthat ar good fr yuo. ya no??anywa, i\'l rite mor latr. i DO hav tto ern my keep! lol tto photos i go!
lovly days
POSTED ON
26/09/10
no barfs.no sicks.all goods.lovly days.*smile*
home agen giggdy gig
POSTED ON
25/09/10
bak frm michigan. vry nise dinnr wt th fam, dad lup wd ben prowd.we do miss him terbly.we had owr lymphoma walk. uber cool. blastd tthru owr prsnl team gole of $1000. we gathrd $1380bfor th nite ws thru! YAY HEERS TO HOPE TEAM!andd now?????i am not gna move! lol im gn sit heer and play and nap. an thn play som mor! mabe sit on my porrch swng a bit.im exostd, in tth fun hapy kind of wway.so tto all my peeps heer, HUGS AND COKES ALL AROWND!!!!*twrrlng and dansng*id like to teech th wrrld to sing...
dr appt tday ses STABLE!!!! we will take STABLE!
POSTED ON
22/09/10
I\'d like to build the world a homeAnd furnish it with loveGrow apple trees and honey beesAnd snow-white turtle dovesChorus:I\'d like to teach the world to singIn perfect harmonyI\'d like to hold it in my armsAnd keep it company(That\'s the song I hear)I\'d like to see the world for once(Let the world sing today)All standing hand in handAnd hear them echo through the hillsFor peace throughout the landThat\'s the song I hear(That\'s the song I hear)Let the world sing today(Let the whole wide world keep singing)A song of peace that echoes onAnd never goes away(Repeat 1st stanza and Chorus)Put your hand in my handLet\'s begin todayPut your hand in my handHelp me find a way*passng owt cokes and smiles*
p.u.b.l.i.c is sensord. lol
POSTED ON
22/09/10
in my lastt post. funy.ok. tday is test fest. so i\'l let ya all no how i do. im positiv and upbeet. tth way i deel wtth ths is tto buy th selbratory bottl of bubbly BFOR th appt. hows TTHAT fr optimstic!i re-vampd my site ystrday, took us freekn FREVR. stil wrrkng on it tday. tmoro is owr Light The Night lymphoma walk. if yuor so inclind, http://pages.lightthenight.org/soh/Cinci10/HeerstoHopei\'m vrry prowd of us! on my page, tth bottm pic is mor me rite now. :) and i hope tto be owt of th chare reel soon. bfor nxt summr.we\'r makn tth banners tnite. walk is tmoro. tthen up tto mich to bury my fathr in law. a wondrrfl man who playd th trumpet outt his window andd sttil dansd in his kichen while he cookd fr himslf.i fell madly in love wtth him.ttrust nobdy wwho cantt gett up andd wiggl ther bodys. *wink*
Riddl me THS....
POSTED ON
20/09/10
good greef! spellng. if yuo dont like it, dont look at it. its sso eezy to fix. jus dont clik. \'oh heers a tthred by ttht idot sara.....i dont like spellng erors......i\'l jusst not clik andd my day wl be fine\'evrybdy wins.ar tther othr thngs yuo dont like in life? how ddo yuo rspond? wht abowt multpl peersings? dos ttht ofend yuo? ddo yuo walk up tto tth prsn and berate tthm?tats? how bowt tthat?wheelcchares? is ttht iritatng? ar yuo anoyd by handicapd peeps alwas gettng tth \'good\' parkng plases?how ddo yuo rspond tto thees wwhn yuo ar not hiding bhind a keybord and montr? ar yuo picky andd intrusv? ddo yuo go tto tth ofendr ovr andd ovr, if yuo ssee thm mor tthn onse?get a grip, get a life, dubl yuor dose, get bak intto ttherpy, wwtevr it ttaksB.U.T LEEV ME ALONEtths is a ***** forum and i owe yuo notthg fr tth rite tto post heer.
update
POSTED ON
19/09/10
exostn has takn ovr. lolim so tired i cant sleep.its ben a good week andd iv milkd it fr all its wrrth. *big smile* hugs tto my RL fam and my Sim3 fam!
so heer i am
POSTED ON
17/09/10
thorly enjoyng myslf, giftng
when
tth stupd pages start comng up blank agen.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
when
tth stupd pages start comng up blank agen.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
WHY?????
POSTED ON
16/09/10
cant i see th forums????frustratd byond beleef!!!!!GRRRRRRRRRR
tday~I can see clearly now by Johnny Nash
POSTED ON
15/09/10
I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me down
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Oh yes I can make it now the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is that rainbow I\'ve been praying for
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Look all around there\'s nothing but blue skies
Look straight ahead there\'s nothing but blue skies
I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Here is that rainbow I\'ve been praying for
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Bri-ri-ri-ri-right
Bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Oh yeah
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day.
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me down
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Oh yes I can make it now the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is that rainbow I\'ve been praying for
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Look all around there\'s nothing but blue skies
Look straight ahead there\'s nothing but blue skies
I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Here is that rainbow I\'ve been praying for
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Bri-ri-ri-ri-right
Bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
Oh yeah
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day
It\'s gonna be a bright bright bright bright sun shiny day.
wow
POSTED ON
14/09/10
i was manuvrd to a cupl blogs, offsite, tday. and wow! its so comfrttng tthat so many peeps feel th same way bowt ths person who harassd me so mcch. honstly i thnk she stoppd cos i reportd her. but it seems tth venom she spews is beng sent rite bak.thank yuo, yuo no who yuo are
don't waste tth "UP" time!
POSTED ON
13/09/10
i feel reely GOOD tday! YAY ME! i seem tto be on top of all side efcts, using tth meds. my lunggs ar coprating, and my ox levls are grate. its beutifl and sunny heer in cincy ohio and im abl tto enjoy it on my porrch! ths is uber cool. whetthr yuor sik or not, nevr waste the \"UP\" time! alwas milk it ffr all its wrrth. look at evry momnt as \'WOW\"! let yuor \'happy\' splash ovr and it wil splash ontto othrs, wwho wil tthen get hapy and splash bak on tto yuo and keep yuo going. andd on down days, \"fake it til yuo make it\". it wrks! smile evn whn yuo feel like ick. keep smiling, cos evntly it wil be a reel smile. hay, if i can do it holdng a puke buckt, yuo can do it! *laffng* but tday is a grate day. *twrrlng and dansing wth tth wind* id like tto tteech th wrrld to sing!
Welcome To Holland
POSTED ON
10/09/10
the authr\'s child is down syndrm. i have a child wth a brrth defect, grown now. and it has ben applyd to peepl who have had a catastrofc diseese. sch as mine. i share it wtth yuo.WELCOME TO HOLLAND byEmily Perl Kingsley.c1987 by Emily Perl Kingsley. All rights reserved I am often asked to describe the experience of raising a child with a disability \u2013 to try to help people who have not shared that unique experience to understand it, to imagine how it would feel. It\u2019s like this\u2026\u2026When you\u2019re going to have a baby, it\u2019s like planning a fabulous vacation trip \u2013 to Italy. You buy a bunch of guide books and make your wonderful plans. The Coliseum. The Michelangelo David. The gondolas in Venice. You may learn some handy phrases in Italian. It\u2019s all very exciting.After months of eager anticipation, the day finally arrives. You pack your bags and off you go. Several hours later, the plane lands. The stewardess comes in and says, \u201CWelcome to Holland.\u201D\u201CHolland?!?\u201D you say. \u201CWhat do you mean Holland?? I signed up for Italy! I\u2019m supposed to be in Italy. All my life I\u2019ve dreamed of going to Italy.\u201DBut there\u2019s been a change in the flight plan. They\u2019ve landed in Holland and there you must stay.The important thing is that they haven\u2019t taken you to a horrible, disgusting, filthy place, full of pestilence, famine and disease. It\u2019s just a different place.So you must go out and buy new guide books. And you must learn a whole new language. And you will meet a whole new group of people you would never have met.It\u2019s just a different place. It\u2019s slower-paced than Italy, less flashy than Italy. But after you\u2019ve been there for a while and you catch your breath, you look around\u2026. and you begin to notice that Holland has windmills\u2026.and Holland has tulips. Holland even has Rembrandts.But everyone you know is busy coming and going from Italy\u2026 and they\u2019re all bragging about what a wonderful time they had there. And for the rest of your life, you will say \u201CYes, that\u2019s where I was supposed to go. That\u2019s what I had planned.\u201DAnd the pain of that will never, ever, ever, ever go away\u2026 because the loss of that dream is a very very significant loss.But\u2026 if you spend your life mourning the fact that you didn\u2019t get to Italy, you may never be free to enjoy the very special, the very lovely things \u2026 about Holland.
Law of Ducks
POSTED ON
09/09/10
The Laws of DucksDuck Law No. 1 If it walks like a duck, talks like a duck, looks like a duck and cooks like a duck, it\u2019s a duck.Restatement: All things are known by their attributes.Duck Law No. 2 Even under ideal circumstances, no duck, no matter how noble or well-intentioned, can be an eagle.Restatement: All things must be what they are.Duck Law No. 3 A duck can pretend to be an eagle except in times of adversity.Restatement: Pretense and adversity are inversely proportional; adversity reveals the true nature of all things.Duck Law No 4 No duck may be an eagle until it abandons its webbed feet and bill for talons and a beak.Restatement: All things remain as they are until the attributes that define themare abandoned. Then, and only then, can they evolve.Duck Law No. 5 Ducks are noble creatures. They shall not be penalized in the eyes of other creatures because they are not eagles.Restatement: All things are honorable if they are what they are honestly, even ifthey are different from you.Duck Law No. 6 The greatest duck that ever was cannot fly as high as even a modest eagle.Restatement: If one would soar with eagles, do not swim with ducks.Duck Law No. 7 Ducks flock. Eagles fly alone. Ducks and eagles never mingle.Restatement: Choose company wisely.Duck Law No. 8 A duck\u2019s quack doesn\u2019t echo. No one knows why.Restatement: Sometimes there is no answer.[\"The Laws of Ducks\" by Ken Fussichen - 1998]
women
POSTED ON
07/09/10
\"Women are Angels. And when someone breaks our wings, we simply continue to fly. On a broomstick. We are flexible like that.\"copyd and pastd fr yuor pleshr. *sniggr snort*
Butterfly and sword
POSTED ON
07/09/10
my totems during this fite.i\'v sed tthat i have ben testd by fire. like a sword. now i will not brake. and tth butterfly. whn tthe catrpillr thot it was all ovr, she trrnd into a ********.as alwas, dont wate for sunshine tto danse. splash in th puddls and danse wth th rain. evry day abov grownd is a good day.
tth good tth bad and tth ugly
POSTED ON
07/09/10
ohmygrashus yuo peeps jus dont stop! *beamng smile!!!!!* thank yuo so so mcch Alex and billy and MissJenna and sweet Izzie! yuo are amazng. so i venturd intto anotr part of tth forum ystrrday and ws totly shokd andd disgustd. i\'v met som amazng peeps heer wwho at 1st teesd me bbwt my spellng. *laffng* but nevr hav i ben acusd as a faker. how uttrly horfyng. tthers 2 sides tto evry coin. im stayn on th shiny side of ths one. life\'s ttoo short tto spend enrjy tthat way.as alwas*twrrling and dansng, oblivius of peepls\' rants*lovin my peepsid like tto teech tth wrrld to sing!
ohmygoodnsgrashus!!!! my peeps ROCK
POSTED ON
06/09/10
i\'v nevr evr seen tths display of afectn ssept on this forum. the giftng part of tth forum is a speshl beutifl encchantng plase, full of lovly peepl wantng to make tth day briter fr eechothr.im adictd to itt.FleshJenn held a conttest, wth her own codes and pointts, tto encuraj my wishlist tto be wiped owt. stunning. im jus ovrcome wtth emoshn. cos its not jus toys. and thees peepl no tthat. *smile* its a ddisplay of *****-hand-holdng. of ssayng \'hay! good mornng! i tthnk yuor grate.\'i ccant wate to bbe abl tto get points agen so i can show gratitude. my deep abiding tthanks tto eech lovly hart who made my soul shine brite! *twrrling and dansing* id like tto tteech tth wrrld to sing
my gratitude runs deep!
POSTED ON
04/09/10
ther is somthng rong wth th forums ths morning. and im sad bcos i have ben richly blessd!frrst off, i feel a tad gilty cos i dont have simpoints at th momnt. but beutifl peepl are beutifl souls.Smalp won a contest tthat th lovly Izziebelle had, and rquested tthat i shod reseev tth gift!! an uber cool haute end table!!! truth, is ther a betr way of showing pure genrosty? smalp, i ador yuor hart. and Izzie, yuo SO ROCK for yuor contestts!my beutifl frend fleshjenn somehow publishd my wishlist, and i was grased by MiriamJ, tthe autografd athleet photo. THANK YUO BOTH!!!! truly, this hand-in-hand hart-giving is stellar. deep tthanks. the athleet thngs are big wtth me, as i feel like i am a warrior, not a srvivr. the wrrd srvivr just dosnt do justis to th crap iv ben thru. loltallcoolone, yuo NO yuo rock!!! *hart* i love tthat littl girl dress, in 10 diffrnt colors and fabrics. it is fab. thank yuo so so mcch fr sharing wtth me. ya made my day!coffeechick, thank yuo for tth chair to have fr my weddng set!!! i, too, have seen yuo arownd tth forums and wish tto have yuo as a ffrend. yuor lovly genrus soul is stellar.andMissJennaKate! aftr my own hart! tth champ belt! YAY! yes. i wil ware it prowdly. i am a kik a..$$..er!i wil try tto post tths to th forum. if not, i do hope yuo all reed tths.as alwas*twrrling and dansing*id like tto teech th wrrld to sing.......
fam membr, RIP
POSTED ON
02/09/10
lost a famly membr, tho he was eldrly, yuor nevr quite redy. ii love elders and babys....thay both have 1 foot in heaven. so mcch tto lern from them.whn yuo are close tto death, yuo have a new undrstandng tthat is diffclt to speek of. it can only be seen in the eyes.
